HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLE :D:D:D:D:D:D:D
Hahaha sorry la this is the only picture i have of you and me, which is the time Yan bing, you and i went to watch Madagascar(sp!?) hahahaha. hope you have a great time today! :D
Saturday, February 28, 2009
Hello :D Today is the 28th of Feb! Which means its Nicole Lee's Birthday! hahaha i just wanted just wish her a big BIG BIG
Hahaha sorry la this is the only picture i have of you and me, which is the time Yan bing, you and i went to watch Madagascar(sp!?) hahahaha. hope you have a great time today! :D
Hahaha sorry la this is the only picture i have of you and me, which is the time Yan bing, you and i went to watch Madagascar(sp!?) hahahaha. hope you have a great time today! :D
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
The Great Fall Of Humpty Dumpty :D
lol i see funny people. i see funny posts. i see funny stuff haha. people think they're all that great. maybe you're just so not that. Maybe, people just don't like you so you get this unwanted attention because people are just eye-ing your great fall.
hahaha funny fucks.
hahaha funny fucks.
Why are some mothers' just more unreasonable than others?
I was studying for my Geography test this Friday and my mom suddenly came into the room and started ranting/scolding/nagging/screaming/going crazy at me. And mind you, i didn't speak a single word the whole 5 minutes she was screaming okay.
It started off like why am i so slack that i sleep at 11p.m. everyday. She thought i should sleep later since this is my O levels' year and i should study everyday.
She ranted that she used to always sleep at 1 a.m. and wake up at 5 am to study a little before going to school seriously, no one can constantly survive for 4 hours or less of sleep right?
She asks(scolds the fuck out of) me what have i been doing. But practically, she sees me for less than 3 hours a day. How can she compare that measly 3 hours to the other 21 hours of the day where i am in school or after school hours?Must everything actually be directly proportional? give me a break man. i seriously feel like crying.
Then she just started scolding me. seriously, it sucked hell.
She said that she could just stop work and pick me up everyday from school and force me to go home. And she wanted to call my friends to stop talking to me via calls or sms. I seriously am dumbfounded man. what the hell did i do wrong.
She just kept ranting and i was hell irritated. i just sat there like a piece of rock. After she finished, she took my chinese textbook, flung it towards my cupboard and walked off with a final "I don't know what the hell is going through your mind."
I mean come on la MOTHER. The actual fact that is really making me depressed is because the word that i hear daily from you from the past 2 years were STUDY.
"Why you not studying?"
"Why you wasting time and not studying?"
blah blah blah. really. in actual fact, out of the 365 days in my year, almost everyday, there are only two things my mom actually TALKS about.
1) studying and everything else inter-related.
2) nothing.
in my big big big memory, i can only recall ONE day, which was the day we went out to buy my christmas presents and her loads of other presents, that we actually talked about something different. i really really don't understand what is happening with her. Is it menopause or what shit man. There isn't anything that i can tell her anymore.
Nowadays, i feel damn tired but she restricts me from having naps or whatever. She tells me not to waste time sleeping but to study. if she see's me not studying, she will get angry. i really really don't know why. I can't even watch tv for half an hour or do something else that isn't related to school in peace. if she catches me, her face will turn really black if she was in a good mood previously, or she will just go crazy.
Seriously, what is really the point in actually FORCING me to STUDY every single second of my free time in the day. If that were really the point, the whole world would have died. I AM A FRIGGING TEENAGER. I HAVE A LIFE UNLIKE YOU AND YOUR TV REMOTE. OMG. WHAT THE HELL.
So what now. The only thing she looks for are the mixture of alphabets and numbers that are posted on a single piece of rotten paper every end of the year which actually decides her mood for the next rest of the year.And if things don't go her way, everything else screws up.
That day she asked me what i was planning to do after O's. I told her i was considering Poly and her face changed, yet again. She asked me why i dont want to go JC. what the fuck -.- as if poly is of lower standards compared to JC's. Please, old timers,. Urgh.
And if all wasn't enough, look at my supposedly ROLE MODEL IN MY LIFE mom. She smokes, drinks, goes partying and clubbing, gossips, swears, have mood swings, slacks at home watching numerous hours of drama, and other worst things that shouldnt actually be here on a blog. but who cares, fuck my ass.
I'm not asking for the sympathy of anyone. neither am i asking for any opinions, comments or whatsoever. I'm just here to lament and actually blog about how i feel so yeah. everyone relax please.
so someone please get me out of this place for a moment.
I was studying for my Geography test this Friday and my mom suddenly came into the room and started ranting/scolding/nagging/screaming/going crazy at me. And mind you, i didn't speak a single word the whole 5 minutes she was screaming okay.
It started off like why am i so slack that i sleep at 11p.m. everyday. She thought i should sleep later since this is my O levels' year and i should study everyday.
She ranted that she used to always sleep at 1 a.m. and wake up at 5 am to study a little before going to school seriously, no one can constantly survive for 4 hours or less of sleep right?
She asks(scolds the fuck out of) me what have i been doing. But practically, she sees me for less than 3 hours a day. How can she compare that measly 3 hours to the other 21 hours of the day where i am in school or after school hours?Must everything actually be directly proportional? give me a break man. i seriously feel like crying.
Then she just started scolding me. seriously, it sucked hell.
She said that she could just stop work and pick me up everyday from school and force me to go home. And she wanted to call my friends to stop talking to me via calls or sms. I seriously am dumbfounded man. what the hell did i do wrong.
She just kept ranting and i was hell irritated. i just sat there like a piece of rock. After she finished, she took my chinese textbook, flung it towards my cupboard and walked off with a final "I don't know what the hell is going through your mind."
I mean come on la MOTHER. The actual fact that is really making me depressed is because the word that i hear daily from you from the past 2 years were STUDY.
"Why you not studying?"
"Why you wasting time and not studying?"
blah blah blah. really. in actual fact, out of the 365 days in my year, almost everyday, there are only two things my mom actually TALKS about.
1) studying and everything else inter-related.
2) nothing.
in my big big big memory, i can only recall ONE day, which was the day we went out to buy my christmas presents and her loads of other presents, that we actually talked about something different. i really really don't understand what is happening with her. Is it menopause or what shit man. There isn't anything that i can tell her anymore.
Nowadays, i feel damn tired but she restricts me from having naps or whatever. She tells me not to waste time sleeping but to study. if she see's me not studying, she will get angry. i really really don't know why. I can't even watch tv for half an hour or do something else that isn't related to school in peace. if she catches me, her face will turn really black if she was in a good mood previously, or she will just go crazy.
Seriously, what is really the point in actually FORCING me to STUDY every single second of my free time in the day. If that were really the point, the whole world would have died. I AM A FRIGGING TEENAGER. I HAVE A LIFE UNLIKE YOU AND YOUR TV REMOTE. OMG. WHAT THE HELL.
So what now. The only thing she looks for are the mixture of alphabets and numbers that are posted on a single piece of rotten paper every end of the year which actually decides her mood for the next rest of the year.And if things don't go her way, everything else screws up.
That day she asked me what i was planning to do after O's. I told her i was considering Poly and her face changed, yet again. She asked me why i dont want to go JC. what the fuck -.- as if poly is of lower standards compared to JC's. Please, old timers,. Urgh.
And if all wasn't enough, look at my supposedly ROLE MODEL IN MY LIFE mom. She smokes, drinks, goes partying and clubbing, gossips, swears, have mood swings, slacks at home watching numerous hours of drama, and other worst things that shouldnt actually be here on a blog. but who cares, fuck my ass.
I'm not asking for the sympathy of anyone. neither am i asking for any opinions, comments or whatsoever. I'm just here to lament and actually blog about how i feel so yeah. everyone relax please.
so someone please get me out of this place for a moment.
Today was another boring day. i went to watch The Wedding Game at PS haha. it was not bad actually. and Christopher Lee acted not-too-badly haha. and Fann Wong looks good with eye liner haha.
okay today there was a big big rainbow in the sky after the slight drizzle that was falling everywhere tsk tsk. that reminded me of a lot of things, i don't know why.
hypocrisy;
okay today there was a big big rainbow in the sky after the slight drizzle that was falling everywhere tsk tsk. that reminded me of a lot of things, i don't know why.
hypocrisy;
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Today was quite okay :D
Bernard was irritating again today. i was resting and Bernard just wanted to irritate me and squated down in front of me to make a shit face so that the first thing i saw was his thin white face lol. he was damn irritating. actually he is damn irritating everyday HAHA. bernard...
okay after school i went to IMM to DINE with my mom and her FRIEND. damn boring please. nothing much to talk about anyways shit.
see you :D
Bernard was irritating again today. i was resting and Bernard just wanted to irritate me and squated down in front of me to make a shit face so that the first thing i saw was his thin white face lol. he was damn irritating. actually he is damn irritating everyday HAHA. bernard...
okay after school i went to IMM to DINE with my mom and her FRIEND. damn boring please. nothing much to talk about anyways shit.
see you :D
Talkin', talkin', talkin', talk
Baby let's just knock it off
They don't know what we been through
They don't know 'bout me and you
So I got something new to see
And you just gon' keep hatin' me
And we just gon' be enemies
I know you can't believe
I could just leave it wrong
And you can't make it right
I'm gon' take off tonight
Kanye West
- Heartless
Into the night...
Monday, February 23, 2009
School was a big bored today. I have laughs with Bernard almost everyday haha. i love my friends.
IMGAY :O
anyway, i met Isabelle and Jasmine for lunch today at BPP. We had Cafe Cartel but Jasmine came late because she had some sports day thing which she ran 1500m hahaha. so Jasmine only hcame when Isabelle and I finished our lunch. We talked for quite a lot i think?
you know what, maybe today sucks. maybe it really did.
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by The Fray.
IMGAY :O
anyway, i met Isabelle and Jasmine for lunch today at BPP. We had Cafe Cartel but Jasmine came late because she had some sports day thing which she ran 1500m hahaha. so Jasmine only hcame when Isabelle and I finished our lunch. We talked for quite a lot i think?
you know what, maybe today sucks. maybe it really did.
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Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lyin' on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late
You found me, you found me
In the end
Everyone ends up alone
Losing her
The only one who's ever known
Who I am
Who I'm not, who I wanna be
No way to know
How long she will be next to me
You Found Meby The Fray.
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Friday, February 20, 2009
heh i'm currently talking to my Form Teacher Mr Sim online now haha. I guess he finally got his computer and finally got a MSN account to instant message people in his life and catch up on technology!
i'm getting really tired this few days.
sigh
i'm getting really tired this few days.
sigh
Girl, last night I forgot to mentionVegas Skies - The Cab.
The way that I feel, the way that I'll remember this
When we're this young, we have nothing to lose
We just the clock to beat and a hand to choose
Thursday, February 19, 2009
The power lines went out
And I am all alone
But I don’t really care at all
Not answering my phone
All the games you played
The promises you made
Couldn’t finish what you started
Only darkness still remains
Lost sight
Couldn’t see
When it was you and me
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I’m beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I’ll be alright
Been black and blue before
There’s no need to explain
I am not the jaded kind
Playback’s such a waste
You’re invisible
Invisible to me
My wish is coming true
Erase the memory of your face
Lost sight
Couldn’t see
When it was you and me
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I’m beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I’ll be alright
One day
You will wake up
With nothing but “you’re sorrys”
And someday
You will get back
Everything you gave me
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I’m beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I’ll be alright
Hey Monday -
Candles.
And I am all alone
But I don’t really care at all
Not answering my phone
All the games you played
The promises you made
Couldn’t finish what you started
Only darkness still remains
Lost sight
Couldn’t see
When it was you and me
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I’m beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I’ll be alright
Been black and blue before
There’s no need to explain
I am not the jaded kind
Playback’s such a waste
You’re invisible
Invisible to me
My wish is coming true
Erase the memory of your face
Lost sight
Couldn’t see
When it was you and me
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I’m beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I’ll be alright
One day
You will wake up
With nothing but “you’re sorrys”
And someday
You will get back
Everything you gave me
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I’m beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I’ll be alright
Hey Monday -
Candles.
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