WHEEEE Farouq intro me to a new korean band hahaa. okay i know its not NEW. but its new to me okay hahaha. so yeah ;D im just addicted to the bridge part of the song.

GEE GEE GEE GEE BABY BABY.

Anyway, this song is called GEE! by Girls Generation:D

Does fate actually exists. Or is everything just pre-destined. Thats so cliche huh. But everyone always thinks about a 'what if..'.

everything thought we were meant to be huh. The oh-so-perfect.

Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know
Why I wasn't meant for you

New Radicals lyrics - Someday We'll Know

Last night i stayed over with Jin Yu's house :D Together with Farouq and Russell. Gerald Gwee came in the morning LOL. we just went crazy over the night and stuff. and in the morning we just slacked and whateverzz..

Before leaving Farouq took out his camera and we camwhored with our sweaty and oily faces EURGH. I'm currently waiting for him to come online and send me the pictures :D

anyways im damn scared at home now because i heard something which isn't supposed to be heard so yupp. hope i dont' die.

Anyway, bad news. My Grandmother has been 90% confirmed of bone marrow cancer in her both legs. Therefore she feels pain when she sits down but the problem is she cant stand up much since her legs are weak. sigh. The doctor told us to prepare for the worst.

Mama,

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
I won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you

Carrie Underwood lyrics - I'll Stand By You

HAH!

I finally cut my hair today lol. I'm frigging tired today sigh. anyway i'm at Jin Yu's house now staying over. and supposedly i should be doing my e learning tomorrow. but i bet my life we won't even wake up at 8 to login la. so damn early anyway.

Russel and Farouq are here too :D i wish we got camwhoring session :O

I'm aching please. My grandmother is coming back from China tomorrow. argh. i won't have my room anymore. fuck. that sucks abit BUT i miss her :D

later.

alright man i feel damn blur. i forgot to blog about YONG XUN'S BIRTHDAY PARTY HAHAHA.

He held a BBQ at his condo and we just played around like hell. screwed up the place a little. played dota the whole night, which was about 16 hours and i died.

PICTURESSSSSSSSSSS








sorry yx ;D out of all people, your face had to be blurrrrrreed :X HAPPY SIXTEENTH :D

Things are getting wild. REALLY REALLY WILD.

It's only been less than a month and the situation is so spicy man! Rumours and gossips. They all make people famous. Thanks all for the publicity and fame my babies.

Side-tracking, the class bbq on thursday was awesome hahahahhaa. My form teacher turned up and we had a damn fun night. My only regret was there was no pictures! The whole class came and no one brought a camera HAHA. that sucked :X

anyway, the night ended like hell. So yeah man :D

My grandmother is in hospital now. I just came back from my i think 6th visit to her already. The first thing she said when i called out to her when she was resting was that "Galen... Wo Hen Xing Ku ah..". Which also means, "i feel really terrible.. "
Sigh, my heart broke. She was diagnosed with acute kidney failure which is supposedly temporarily. So she has to go for dialysis for awhile and the needle has to be pierced through the vein in the neck. sigh.

Her legs are getting weak and she has sleep disorder. Which means that she doesn't breath properly when she sleeps and thus retains a lot of carbon dioxide in her body which makes her fatigue level soar. Damn. She now has to sleep with a oxygen mask which bombed my dad's pocket :O


This was a photo taken last year when my niece was a new born. sigh, i wish she will recover and be in the pink of health again :(
Mama, come home soon and make me tang yuan k <3 style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);font-size:78%;" >




and so we pray;

hmmmm i heard someone didn't like to talk to no-lifers. If there was a word in the dictionary called lifers, i'd saw my dict :O

anyway, today is Nicholas's birthday! happy birthday fatass. hope you had fun at your chalet because the drinks were AWESOME HAHAHAHAHA. joking dude. you won't read my blog anyway HAHA

I'm gonna shit in my toilet bowl now.ttyl.

OMG my internet died half an hour ago and when i went to check my router it was burning HOT lol. so i took it out and put it into the freezer and took it out 5 mins later. guess what, im blogging now :O

I just watched Sex Drive, Not Another Teen Movie and Role Models ALL IN ONE DAY. I feel so accomplished. hahahaha and ZOMG Amanda Crew in Sex Drive is pretty and HOT :D:D:D



Okay i couldn't find a picture that was taken of her during the movie so i just got one off the internet. HAHAHA all the movies the cursing is damn cool i swear. If only Singapore allowed us to watch all this movies man!

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Oh speaking of Sex Drive, some people think SEX is the most important thing in a relationship. NO. Sex, to me, helps to enhance the relationship between two people and creates a closer bond when these two people are emotionally and physically ready to accept sex in their life.

However, when someone breaks up with you over sexual issues, that guy is either a prick, jerk, dumbass or just a fucktard in which, doesn't seem close to G.

Look, your perspective in life, is a piece of shit. Take off your goggles and take a look at the world with YOUR EYES instead of your finger nails. There isn't a point in bringing the attention of people to your pathetic state of not-so-human-like form of shit.

When you're sore, you do despicable things like spread rumours and just bitch around. Fine, bitch around to your toothbrush while you're half awake in the morning but please, spread rumours and you can fuck yourself beside a dustbin because there are many other productive things you can do about your life, like brush up your god damned english. please, ZOMG.

The Kübler-Ross model first introduced by Elisabeth Kübler-Ross in her 1969 book "On Death and Dying", describes, in five discrete stages, a process by which people allegedly deal with grief and tragedy, especially when diagnosed with a terminal illness or catastrophic loss. The stages are known as the Five Stages of Grief.

The stages are:

1. Denial:
   • Example - "I feel fine."; "This can't be happening, not to me!,"
2. Anger:
   • Example - "Why me? It's not fair!"; "How can this happen to me!"; "Who is to blame?"
3. Bargaining:
   • Example - "Just let me live to see my children graduate."; "I'll do anything for a few more years."; "I will give my life savings if..."
4. Depression:
   • Example - "I'm so sad, why bother with anything?"; "I'm going to die . . . What's the point?"; "I miss my loved one, why go on?"
5. Acceptance:
   • Example - "It's going to be okay."; "I can handle it with change"; "I can't fight it, I may as well prepare for it."

Maybe you need it for reference to get out of your miserable shithole. because some people just dont know how to handle their emotions well enough! well?

another good one :D

Irritation in organisms

In higher organisms, an allergic response may be the cause of irritation. An allergen is defined distinctly from an irritant, however, as allergy requires a specific interaction with the immune system and is thus dependent on the (possibly unique) sensitivity of the organism involved while an irritant, classically, acts in a non-specific manner.

In humans, it is a mild form of suffering, often with anger about the suffering; in particular, if applicable, anger at the person who caused it. This can also be oneself, e.g. when forgetting something or doing something one deems to be stupid.

Oh i find some people a kind of and irritatant now. Because they just don't know when to just fuck off. so please, childish people, irritating people, annoying people, whatever people. If you need to do your business, do it privately, in your room, with your dildo alright? MUACKS.


Credits to : Wikipedia.

LALISUPP.(RANDOM WORD. NO DOUBLE OR INVERSE MEANINGS)

okay anyway, Nicole like finally uploaded the pictures of her party. It was great great fun LOL. i shall let the pictures do the talking.

First! NICOLE(AT THE BACK XD)










THE CAKE. It was damn nice and had NICOLE's NAME HAHA.


THEN the photo taking with NICOLE and the SJI people.






AND a FOR FUN PICTURE with JEREMIAHHH.

war of the wars.

okay look i don't really care. you told muscle man about it and look at what he told you in return? something sweet? i guess not. awww you poor little tweety bweepy. you need your nickie nickie?
seriously, i ended contact with you already, so stop bothering me with your trivial and juvenile(NEW WORD I LEARNED HAHAHA. okay i know im shitty at english but so?) problems and insecurities.

fuck your sexual orientation and just srsly, get out of your well.

SECRUOS

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some things just crack me up don't you think? seriously. When something is over, it's over. WHY BOTHER TO ACT. If you want sympathy, call 1900 - FUCKME.

JOKES JOKES.

TOUCH ME NOT;

iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch. iTouch.

hahahah today is the Friday the Thirteenth and its rumoured to be unlucky BUT. Today is my lucky day! I FINALLYFINALLYFINALLYFINALLY got my iTouch hahaha. and my father brought me for a nice Japanese dinner! i'm currently fussing over my iPod now HAHA. i love it. i love it ;D

PEANUT AND BUTTER

Write the names of 21 friends you can think off the top of your head, and then answer the questions.

1:isabelle
2:amelia
3:Yan Bing
4:Nicole Lee
5:Qian Yi
6:Bernard
7:yong xun
8:Farouq
9:Jeryl
10:Luke
11:Timothy
12:Ru hui
13: Estelle
14: Eunice
15: Jasmine LEE
16: Jasmine TAY
17: Anne
18: Eunice
19:Claudia
20:Rachel
21: Jeremiah


How did you meet 7?
(YongXun) SEC 1 !

What would you do if you and 15 had never met?
(JASMINELEE)HAHA I DON'T KNOW.

What would you do if 20 and 1 dated?
(RACHEL&AMELIA) IT WILL BE CHAOS. SERIOUSLY.

Would 4 and 16 make a good couple?
(NICOLE&JASMINETAY) LOL WHY ALWAYS LESBIANS.

Do you want to be 13's friend forever?
(ESTELLE) I WANT ALL MY FRIENDS TO BE MY FRIENDS FOREVER

Do you think 11 is attractive?
(TIMOTHY) NO

What’s 5’s favorite color?
(QIANYI) SHIT I DONT KNOW. I WILL GUESS ORANGE :D BECAUSE I LIKE ORANGE HAHA

When was the last time you talked to 9?
(JERYL) TODAY, IN SCHOOL.

What language does 8 speak?
(FAROUQ) FRENCH KOREAN ENGLISH CHINESE BLAH BLAH. A LITTLE BIT OF EVERYTHING

Who is 13 going out with?
(ESTELLE) WITH HER TEDDY BEAR.

What grade is 16 in?
(JASMINETAY) SEC 4

Would you ever date 17?
(ANNE) LOL HOW WOULD I KNOW?

Where does 18 live?
(EUNICE) YISHUN!

What is the best thing about 4?
(NICOLE) SHES MY SUPERBUDDY?

What would you like to tell 10 right now?
(LUKE) YOU'RE SHORT AND YOU SUCK.

What is the best thing about 20?
(RACHEL)HUMOUR?

Have you ever kissed 2?
(AMELIA) YEAH?

What’s the best memory you have of 5?
(QIANYI) HAHA WE WENT OUT TO SHOP FOR CHINESE NEW YEAR CLOTHES. WELL ACTUALLY I'M THE ONLY ONE WHO BOUGHT BUT WE STILL HAD FUN!

When’s the next time you’re going to see 4?
(NICOLE) SOON I HOPE. SHE OWES ME MY WONDERGIRLS ALBUM HAHA.

How is 7 different from 6?
(YONGXUN&BERNARD)ONE DONT BUY PRESENT, ONE DONT LIKE PRESENTS.

Is 2 pretty?
(AMELIA) AMELIA AH?LOL.

What was your first impression of 15?
(JASMINE LEE) SHES CRAZY!

How did you meet 3?
(YAN BING!) HAHA BUS STOP! MOST UNCOMMON FORM OF MEETING PEOPLE.

Is 15 your best friend?
(JASMINE LEE) DOES SHE CONSIDER ME AS A FRIEND!

Do you hate 12?
(RUHUI) NO LAH OF COURSE NOT!

Have you seen 18 in the last month?
(EUNICE) YEAH?

When was the last time you saw 16?
(JASMINETAY) YESTERDAY! SHE CAME TO RETURN ME MY BOOK SHE BORROWED.

Have you been to 5’s house?
(QIANYI) SADLY NO LOL.

When’s the next time you’ll see 10?
(LUKE) MONDAY LA.

Are you close to 11?
(TIMOTHY) NO BECAUSE HE SMELLY.HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

Have you been to the movies with 4?
(NICOLE) YES LAH DUH

Have you gotten in trouble with 8?
(FAROUQ) HAHAHA I DONT THINK SO.

Would you give 19 a hug?
(CLAUDIA) HAHA OF COURSE!

When have you lied to 3?
(YANBING) NO?

Is 11 good at socializing?
(TIMOTHY) MAYBE

Do you know a secret about 8?
(FAROUQ) YES, HE CAN DO FLOWER TONGUE LIKE ME :D

Describe the relationship between 12 and 18.
(EUNICE&RUHUI) SCHOOLMATES.

What’s the best thing about your friendship with 9?
(JERYL) SO MANY THINGS. DOTA HAHAHA

What’s the worst thing about 6?
(BERNARD) EASY, HE DAMN IRRITATING HAHAHAHA.

Have you ever had a crush on 12?
(RUHUI) :O

How long have you known 2?
(AMELIA) SINCE PRIMARY ONE! COMING TO A DECADE

Have you ever been in a fight with 13?
(ESTELLE) I DONT THINK SO.

Does 11 have a bf/gf?
(TIMOTHY) YES

Have you ever wanted to punch 1 in the face?
(ISABELLE) YES BECAUSE SHE DAMN ASSHOLE HAHAHAHAHAHA

Has 21 met your mother?
(JEREMIAH)NO

How did you meet 11?
(TIMOTHY) SCHOOL.

Have you ever accidentally physically hurt 3?
(YANBING) I LIKE TO NUDGE HER, PHYSICALLY AND ON MSN HAHA. FUNNY SHITZ.

Do you live close to 7?
(YONGXUN) SHOULD BE?

What is 8’s favorite food?
(FAROUQ) SHIT.

What kind of car does 1 have?
)ISABELLE) NO CAR

Have you travelled anywhere with 9?
(JERYL) YES, SUZHOU!

If you gave 14 $100, what would they spend it on?
(EUNICE) CLOTHES!

Imagine hearing your dad sob over the phone. what do you actually think is going on?

well that day sucked.almost. because my dad called me during class but i called him back when i went to the toilet since i couldnt pick up my phone. so he told me that my grandmother wasn't feeling so good and asked me to leave class immediately to go to the hospital.

sigh i love my grandma. how i wish she would get okay and just come home.

anyway, she's out of danger for now. bye.